Of dreams and moon's...

I had a strange dream last night, I was asleep in the dream but when I woke up,.I was in a cage.
And I tried to find a way out, I managed to slip through the bars, but then I had to find a way through all the guards and people there, and I killed them all....it was really....wow...I slit peoples throats open and killed them with my bare hands, but I didnt kill only one person, I dont know why but I couldnt kill him. It was strange and unsettling dream.


But in other news! I did write a new poem thingie, I dont know how good it is, im still reading it to replace some words but I will write it here any way, if I make changes i'll just post them again :P!


I am the crying moon
Longing for the sun
I chase him through the skies
He alludes me every time
I cry these tears of falling stars
Only able to be with my sun at the eclipse
Till then I am the crying moon
Overcome by her longing for the sun



Oh well, I think it sounds good, It could use some tweaks..better words >.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWF_DZx-qS0


This morning when I woke up instead of being filled with sorrow and that creeping lonliness feeling...I woke up with energy and very bright. Even though it was raining, it was refreshing, it is doing good for all those plants I planted the past 3 days!
I have a aunt dying, her heart is going out, But I really dont feel like crying, I feel sorry for her that she is dying, but I dont feel like I will cry when she dies...like they say "Mourn for them when they are born, for the hard struggles they have ahead in their life, And rejoice for them when they die". Even though my thoughts of death and of where we go are diffrent from others, but she thinks she will go to heaven, I hope she does. But maybe she will go to the summerland...http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Summerland.



OH! I also read and re-read Wicked Lovely, I loooooooooove that book so much, It's great, I cant wait for the new book to come out! I have to go but i'll write again soon.