Alone.

In my sadness...I have let misery take me into its cold embrace letting it eat at me till there is nothing left for it to devour.I have pushed everyone away, afraid that my sadness is contagious, Not wanting to inflict my suffering upon another...Never am I truly alone....In the mental sense.For my mind is now home to insanity, sadness, misery, and denial.I sit in the corner of my mind with denial, While the rest run my half-life.I don't want my life back this time, They can have it, Even now my strength doesn't disagree with me this time.My heart lost its reason to beat, the only thing keeping it keeps beating out of habit now I suppose.My whole body, mind, and soul have surrendered to misery.And I haven't the strength to fight the feelings.But then again, I'm not sure I want to.