Happiness.

So long I had your hand to hold, then in a heartbeat I was again alone.
Now with eyes full of emptiness and chagrin, I suffer through life alone.
Walls block my way to happiness, So I stay in the cracks of emotions, briefly tasting happiness
only to have it crudely taken away from me.
Only to have myself to blame, questioning myself with questions there is no answer to,
it happened cause it was meant to be, I was never meant to be happy.