Perhaps another dream.

In my dreams lately, I'm alone, no one is there for me, no one who ever LIKES me.
At first it makes me sad that I'm alone, the fact that everyone I love, hates me.
As I take their beating, and tongue lashings, I become indiffrent, immune.
The lonliness and hate slowly seep into my soul, and as they continue to beat me, I take it, and the pain feels like a lovers caress, I smile and close my eyes, and then, I wake up.