Knight in Shining Armor.

Where is mine?
I speak of course about my "Knight in shining armor".
That I haven't found, and in these circumstances, probably wont find.
Or does my Knight know my location, but maybe he also knows ME.
And he doesn't wish to be with me, So he does everything in his power to stay away from me
so I will never find him.
It would be...Typical for a male to feel this way about me.
I am a cursed maiden, A magnet of un-love.