Something

I have lost all hope, all thoughts leading me down the road that lead to love.
Trying to erase the directions from my mind entirely, but its still imprinted in my mind,
Trying to escape this horrible reality, I read, Stories that I know will never exsist, Couldnt exsist no matter how much I wish.
So I read hoping to stay in my delusion dream world.
I know its not possible, But I can at least try, Right?