Drowning, Oceans, and crystal souls.

Looking through the broken glass of my heart, searching for a peice of me that I lost during this confusion of love. My heart treated like a revolving door, loving coming and then leaving faster than it the feeling came on. Waves of ill emotions crash over me, And I cant swim, drifting further into this sea of lonliness and sadness drowning in these emotions that love brought on.
There are pleanty of fish in the sea, but I am tired of fishing.
Is that what they do to me though? They catch me, keep me, then decide i'm not good enough then throw me back to the sharks?
Perhaps in time I will grow fins and learn to breathe in this sorrow filled water.